Madness

Here it goes again..

Reeling emotion
It looms over me
Something whimsical
The one that makes me shudder
Such an awkward predicament
It baffles me…
Like a labyrinth,
I wander through it everyday
Madness… I’d rather call it madness
It’s the secret I harbour
That never will I unveil
I’m a forlorn star
Adrift in nothingness
Then I found myself drowning
By something overpowering
It’s my love for you
That I want to resist
I tried to stifle it
Yet it was fervent
It makes me weak
How will I ever escape?
Evanescent, I thought it would be
But now it seems like eternity
Profound.. uncontrollable..
It does not dwindle
It’s not a sham
Not a hypocrisy
And it’s beginning to dominate me
What are the odds you would notice it?
You don’t even look at me
I ache inside
Can’t you see my tears?
You are elusive.. indifferent..
Sensitivity has lost its particles in you
My heart beats for you
But you don’t hear it
So I tried to muffle its cries
It’s not easy though..
You live in your own world-
A place I can’t enter
Now I’m meandering
Lost and confused..
And I’m getting scared
For my feelings don’t seem to wane
Swiftly, I fall
Would you bother catch me?
Or should I face this adversity?
I’m clueless
It’s such a torment
Madness has gotten in me
When I forfeit,
Would you let me fade into oblivion?
Or from this murky state..
Would you come and rescue me?

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